Another day dawns, with me in it.
Had an all nighter last night. Got me some good shut eye for an hour and now am back at it. Do I blame the coffee or do I blame the stress? Hummm...the coffee.
Stupid paper! You will never believe how big it is. Go on, guess....nope, wrong. Almost 400 pages! How the hell am I going to print that? And now that I have all the sections in one, it won't number them correctly! So, what is a panicing, no sleeping student to do? I dunno, come and chat and blog I guess. My co-student will be over again today and maybe fresh and rested heads will figure out what to do. I certainly can't.
I guess it is just as well I was up all night, I have a night clinic tomorrow in the birth center. Hope I get a few more babies, hope all goes well, hope I don't fail at this late date. It has been 2 months since I have read a monitor strip and now I have to go back at it. Unlike riding a bicycle, it all won't come back to me.
NO job words yet. *sigh*
4.04.2003
4.03.2003
Good Morning Campers!
I have finished my paper and presentation. Only one more to go and I no longer will have to worry about school presentations. I don't kid myself that I will never present anything again, but never for a grade. I did end up finishing at 1 AM, but that was because I am the world's worst procastinator. Always have been...and I know why. I have such fear that it will be awful that it is easier to say it was bad because I did it at the last minute than to say it was bad because I can't write well. Understand? Fear of failure is a big thing for me, so I set myself up to fail. Ah the psychology of it all.
So, on to the topic, why am I blogging.
I admit, I read Neffy's blog already and plan on stealing from her. Yes, I am blogging to get to know others, and reveal a bit about myself. But, why do I want to reveal to you lot? Because you are my friends. I have only met one of you so far, but you are the people I think of when I say friend.
How can that be? How can I be friends with words on a screen? Because, it is ideas that I am attracted to. What people think is what I want to know. I am fascinated by people. What makes them do or act a certain way? Are they really happy? Is it just me who feels like an outsider or is it everyone?
So, I blog so that I can reveal myself (and who doesn't want to know all about me) and in return I will learn about those I consider my friends.
And soon I will have a blog entry about moving so that Didy won't be so alone:)
4.01.2003
First Post
Hmmm...what should I say. Well, first off, hi all you A/A heathens and non-heathens. I made this for you. I am supposed to be working on my paper, but this is a load more fun. And besides it isn't due until tomorrow anyway. I have all day to procastinate.
I like to drink coffee now, but not real coffee. Frothe by Nescafe, sugar with some coffee in it. Tastes good, especially the Butterfinger variety.
I will post this. Can't think of anything else to say.

