Rhiannon's Blog Space

What else can you need for a description? It is a place for me to ramble.

4.04.2003

Another day dawns, with me in it.

Had an all nighter last night. Got me some good shut eye for an hour and now am back at it. Do I blame the coffee or do I blame the stress? Hummm...the coffee.

Stupid paper! You will never believe how big it is. Go on, guess....nope, wrong. Almost 400 pages! How the hell am I going to print that? And now that I have all the sections in one, it won't number them correctly! So, what is a panicing, no sleeping student to do? I dunno, come and chat and blog I guess. My co-student will be over again today and maybe fresh and rested heads will figure out what to do. I certainly can't.

I guess it is just as well I was up all night, I have a night clinic tomorrow in the birth center. Hope I get a few more babies, hope all goes well, hope I don't fail at this late date. It has been 2 months since I have read a monitor strip and now I have to go back at it. Unlike riding a bicycle, it all won't come back to me.

NO job words yet. *sigh*

4.03.2003

Good Morning Campers!

I have finished my paper and presentation. Only one more to go and I no longer will have to worry about school presentations. I don't kid myself that I will never present anything again, but never for a grade. I did end up finishing at 1 AM, but that was because I am the world's worst procastinator. Always have been...and I know why. I have such fear that it will be awful that it is easier to say it was bad because I did it at the last minute than to say it was bad because I can't write well. Understand? Fear of failure is a big thing for me, so I set myself up to fail. Ah the psychology of it all.

So, on to the topic, why am I blogging.

I admit, I read Neffy's blog already and plan on stealing from her. Yes, I am blogging to get to know others, and reveal a bit about myself. But, why do I want to reveal to you lot? Because you are my friends. I have only met one of you so far, but you are the people I think of when I say friend.

How can that be? How can I be friends with words on a screen? Because, it is ideas that I am attracted to. What people think is what I want to know. I am fascinated by people. What makes them do or act a certain way? Are they really happy? Is it just me who feels like an outsider or is it everyone?

So, I blog so that I can reveal myself (and who doesn't want to know all about me) and in return I will learn about those I consider my friends.

And soon I will have a blog entry about moving so that Didy won't be so alone:)

4.01.2003

First Post
Hmmm...what should I say. Well, first off, hi all you A/A heathens and non-heathens. I made this for you. I am supposed to be working on my paper, but this is a load more fun. And besides it isn't due until tomorrow anyway. I have all day to procastinate.

I like to drink coffee now, but not real coffee. Frothe by Nescafe, sugar with some coffee in it. Tastes good, especially the Butterfinger variety.

I will post this. Can't think of anything else to say.